The best thing about not being on meds is the ability to remember things. I really don't remember alot when I was on my meds. My wife would say,"yeah don't you remember?" All I can say is no. And watching some tv programs like Law&Order SVU is like watching it for the first time, because I don't remember watching it. I just looked at the photos that I took at Christmas and I really don't remember taking those pics either. Yeah I was pretty messed up pre-op.