Annapurna: I think it's always helpful to question and rethink basic assumptions about life and our world. If there is a theme in both your posts, it seems to be a sense that one lives one life to meet obligations and burdens. If this is truly one of your basic assumptions, I would urge you to think about whether this needs to be the case--and to think about what it is that you want for yourself and whether it's okay (morally, ethically, emotionally, etc) to ask for and get your own needs met. Please take care of yourself--you sound like you are in alot of pain both physically and emotionally.
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2001 MVA; C5-C6 disk extruded
ongoing physical therapy, exercise and massage
ESI's, oral prednisone, trigger point injections
foraminal and central stenosis C5/C6 and c6/C7
2007 EMG/nerve conduction shows pattern of chronic radiculopathy
January, 2008: Prestige ST Artificial Disk Replacement, C5/6
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